FUCK THE WORLD

Sunday, May 03, 2009

I'M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU FEEL SHITTY..

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Regret!

i guess i should not have told anyway... now it seem weird... too me surrounding it's really a important thing la.. i just hope it gets better in time to come... welll fun time has come to a ending... two weeks of hell endurance...

i hope i can take it and mentally prepare...

shafik

Saturday, March 21, 2009

the path that i am in doesn't lead me to no where, it's time to get myself a gps to ensure where i get too... not get fuck in the end:D

Friday, March 20, 2009

oh well it's out already.... how do i feel now I'm not sure either.... all i know the process will be hard... shafik got to take and just smile whatever happen...

many ppl say good one is on the way or u deserve someone better.. too me that's all word of comfort and bullshit.. all my life i have been getting this shit... and i came to a point where i can't be a fuck abt it... words can mean so much just by saying it.. and doing the process or waiting for it can be even tougher.... James told me to move... HONESTLY i want too and trying but time takes it tooooooo slow to heal.. hate those feeling inside hate feeling like this and hate to see my surrounding affected...:(

For now it's just quite time for me and more of myself time......

shafik
the guy learning to take it like a man

TIME TO MOVE ON LOSER

Thursday, March 19, 2009

been a while since i blog...

when i do blog means i feel shitty.. i have been feeling this way for very long...
ever since i saw the two of u all close..
the feeling of losing is not very... feeling of giving up all those years for some i am close too.. EVEN harder.... why la.. i want to see u and him happy but it seem too me i can but i have been doing it for fucking past don't know how many time... i am weaker then i have ever thought...

waiting years for u is totally not easy... giving up is harder.... i love too see ppl happy
YES i am say i am alright but I AM NOT...
inside me it's like sharp pain of losing...
seeing u and him makes me cry... sigh....

bro make her happy pls

shafik
love to see pl happy

Monday, July 28, 2008

WILL SHE EVER CALL ME?!

okay i got trick by jasmine la!!!

i thought she clubs?!

and all this while she have been playing along la..

i just found out that she doesn't club la..

@$#^$&%$^#

shit!!
good one.. i have been punk!!

shafik

okay i have recover from dengue:) finally...
thks for those who came down and visited me when i was admitted..:)

Monday, July 07, 2008

ATC has finally come to a end.. This year atc was a total different experience because I was doing a big project with cherina. We were given a task by AC to conduct a campfire and he wants it a good one.. Hahaha..

Things were under control and I manage to get things done with the help of cherina.. she has played a big part in this project man. Without her I don’t think I can manage to do it sial.. She has never fail to show the wiliness in learning.. I don’t know she macam not human.. hahahah

You know after the campfire was done and over the next thing happen was not to my expectation. I feel its okay to do it. As long cadets are enjoying it.. Those old ci are a total ass la.. at first I took their words too hard. Saying I was doing it for my personal benefit. Balls too you man.. I will never do it for myself. I always do it for the people around me..

Cherina it was never your fault I believe it takes two hands to clap. And I am part of it.. But remember it’s a small problem.. I guess we are looking into it till it’s big problem.. hahah I am all ready for AAR. I am prepared to defend our campfire. hahahaha

I WANT TO THANK ALL CI WHO BELIEVE IN ME AND DID YOUR BEST IN ATC… I RESPECT YOUR HARDWORK IN ALL 3 DAYS..
HOPE U ALL LEARNT SOMETHING IN THIS CAMP..

signing off

SHAFIK BIN MOHD SAID

CADET INSPECTOR

AREA 5

ST GABRIEL ‘S SECONDARY SCHOOL